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| ( ) smoked a joint
( ) taken a bong rip
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped/cheated on
(x) shoplifted
( ) been arrested
(x) got a free ride from a cop [bryn mawr college's public safety rock my socks!]
(x) made out with a stranger(s)
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been to a loud @$$ concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
( ) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake [then we killed the damn thing, evil fucking cobras...]
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled - who hasn't?!
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been expelled from a school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) been to a strip club
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way I look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been completely humiliated in front of a large group of people
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) thought I was dead
(x) cried myself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers [psych lab homework]
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something I told myself I wouldn't
(x made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose [and it was HOT COFFEE. that HURT.]
( ) caught a snowflake on my tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise/set with someone I care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) eaten dog/cat food
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sung in the shower
(x) had a little black dress
(x) had a dream that I married someone
( ) glued my hand to something
( ) got my tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of my lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week or two
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree - wheeee!
( ) had a tree house/club house
(x) had nightmares after watching a scary movie
(X) have more than 30 pairs of shoes [in TOTAL, not at one period of time! i ain't no emelda marcos]
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say [piss off some ppl's sense of propriety. it's fun.]
( ) gone streaking
(x) gone skinny dipping [it's a tradition at bryn mawr to skinny dip in the fountain. i did.  ]
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool/lake with all my clothes on
(x) been told I'm beautiful by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone [several]
(x) been easily amused [every damn day]
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard I cried
(x) cried so hard I laughed
(x) had someone moon/flash me [and i flashed them back too]
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD [the first two]
(x) forgotten someone's name [all the time]
(x) given someone the silent treatment | | |
| i'm graduating tomorrow.
holy shit.
it makes me a little nervous... how will i fare on my own? the real world- well, as real world as college gets- is about to bite me on the ass...
-shyama- | | |
| it's tiring, all this emotion. i just would like it to go away. it kind of comes in bursts when i'm not studying. only when i'm not studying though, which isn't terribly often anymore. i dislike these feelings- terribly confuzzling. they're all over the place. i had crying jags on friday night. hannah was like "just let it all out" but the problem is that's hard, because i'm terrified of what might surface if i do. things i'm burying. things i've buried for ages. i just don't need that kind of drama. and if i start crying i might not stop. being empty is so much easier.
this heat is totally getting to me. it's a fucking inferno out there...
-shyama- | | |
| i'm so fucking tired. and bored. and sick of econ.
i wish my exams were over, and i was just chilling...
-shyama- | | |
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i wrote this yesterday, but didn't post it cos my internet was being weird. saved it on word. so here it is...
10 years ago…
1. I was 3rd grade, Mrs. Harder’s class. She was cool.
2. My best friend’s name was Megan.
3. My biggest worry was whether I had P.E. the next day or not.
5 years ago...
1. I was in 8th grade. Mr. Farwell was an awesome teacher.
2. I desperately wanted to get out of ISM because I had no friends.
3. And then I met Jamina, and defriended her because of some stupid rumour. I’m happy to say that we became friends again in 9th grade, no thanks to some. I still can’t believe she forgave me for the shitty way I treated her.
2 years ago...
1. I was in 10th grade. Hated Ms. Davidson.
2. I had less work.
3. I had the biggest crush on a complete asshole.
Last year...
1. I was in 11th grade.
2. I got really wasted for the very first (second, third, etc) time.
3. I went to prom with Mark Ferguson (as FRIENDS!!!). One of my most awesome guy friends. The Fergie rocks my socks.
Yesterday
1. I took my English paper 2 (which was good) and Geo paper 1 (which was weird) IB exams.
2. I studied for Geo paper 2.
3. I cracked under pressure and told somebody something I didn’t mean to tell them.
Today
1. I took Geo paper 2. Which was okay. A little weird, but okay.
2. I realized what a bunch of fuckers so many people are. To some: how DARE you start rumours. To others: you call yourselves her friends? HA. Don’t make me laugh…
3. I plan to sleep at 10:30ish.
Tomorrow
1. I plan to wake up at 10:30ish- only have to go to 3rd period on days when I have no exams.
2. I’m going to start studying for Econ next wed and thurs.
3. I’ll be that much closer to graduating.
Two days from now...
1. I’ll be studying for Econ.
2. I’ll be studying for Econ.
3. Did I mention? I’ll be studying for Econ.
Three snacks I enjoy:
1. brownies
2. cheese lumpias
3. chocolate ice cream
Three things I can't live without:
1. coffee.
2. chocolate.
3. my friends.
Three things I would buy with $1,000:
1. shoes
2. starbucks
3. clothes
Three bad habits I have:
1. I’m messy.
2. I’m a bitch.
3. I procrastinate.
Three shows I love:
1. The OC
2. Smallville
3. Gilmore Girls
Three things that scare you:
1. me
2. the future
3. my dreams
Three things you are wearing right now:
1. gym shorts
2. an old t-shirt
3. underwear
Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. go to starbucks and have a grande café mocha, and then a venti mocha frapp.
2. have a long, cold shower because it’s so hot
3. get a reply to that email I wrote to a friend.
Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. egypt
2. italy
3. greece
-shyama- | | |
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